Sunday, July 29, 2007
Wanting to be fat is rather unusual in these days of bulimia and anorexia. I am as desperate to be fat as the others who are doing everything to be thin. For most people, my issue is just so simple. Just eat! I’ve tried that. But for people who were born skinny, eating won’t just solve the problem. I’ve tried taking vitamins, pills, to no avail…
My last resort…
Whoa! I don’t even know the name. I didn’t bother to ask, the worse, it’s from China! Despite the reports about “deadly” Chinese medicines and food, I’m taking the risk. All I know is that I’ve heard a lot of people saying it works! I’ve been taking them for a week now and the effect is so drastic. It’s just making me love food a lot more.
Think: gluttony. I’d eat anything every two hours. That includes at least 4-6 square meals a day. Imagine feeling so hungry even if your stomach is full. I have no complaints, I wouldn’t mind getting bulging belly, (it has started becoming obvious) I could work that out later.
The problem is, I’d wake up in the wee hours of the morning craving for food…I don’t cook, so a 24-hour fast food is my savior!
My food expense has doubled too, but looking at my body on the mirror with something “extra” going on is a great deal. It gets me excited to hear someone calling me fat!
Weird?! Nah! For someone like me whose whole life has been teased for being skinny, thin, malnourished, name it… I JUST WANNA BE FAT!