It’s always great to confide on someone whom you trust about things that you often keep to yourself. Knowing that they're listening -that always makes me feel better. Sometimes it’s all I actually need, someone who will listen. I am often the listener; I am not much of a talker so when I talk I make sure I get the attention.
I felt so at ease with one of my officemates that during an outing, I started sharing to her what has been bothering me lately. She’s older than me, she gave me good advice and there she got my trust.
After a few days she started telling me things (gossips!). Not about me, but about the others whose secrets she’s been told too. Although I had fun, err guilty pleasure listening, I had this awkward feeling knowing the fact that she might have been sharing them my stories also. I freaked out, ano na nga ulit mga kinuwento ko sa kanya?!? Waaah! luckily I did not really tell her anything very confidential.
I don’t know if she’s telling me all those things because she trusts me that I won’t tell anyone about it (knowing my silent-type, aloof personality), or if it’s just her “nature”. It would be alright if that’s the reason. I’ll keep her as a friend but I definitely will refrain from telling her any of my stories again.
She and her friends invited me to go to Oceanarium second week of April, maganda daw dun? Saw some pictures from some bloggers and mukhang ok nga. We’ll be off to a Laguna hot spring resort after that. I hope they won’t get bored with me, because I’ll be keeping my mouth shut. It’s safer that way. LOL